I started on this journey over a year ago having absolutely no idea where it would take me. Today here I am studying to shew myself approved unto God, by learning all I can about worshiping and serving him in a completely different way. There were many concerns and I don’t think I have taken any of it as seriously as I have the past 7 months. I have had heated discussions with people and with God, searching as to whether or not I would be pleasing him, putting him first, and would this be good for my family. There have been days I have travailed over whether or not this would be harmful in anyway hurt the boundaries and rules I have taught to my children about my Lord, My God, and the Holy Spirit. I have searched the scriptures, prayed much and talked things over with others wiser than myself. I have tried new things, prayers with props, and have found that if anything it has set me on fire again to serve the God I believe him. I find myself thinking about him in many ways, sometimes praying without ceasing and also I find myself giving more alone time to him. I had found myself at a place in life where I felt so alone, feeling like such an outsider and not feeling accepted by the churches I was brought up in. I didn’t like the politics and also the fact that to ask questions was frowned up. I studied Theology in a University in California and that left me with more questions than answers. The only one thing I was sure of was that I Loved God and I knew beyond the shadow of any doubt that he loved me! He has never broken his promises to me or left me just as the scriptures promises us. Now the more research I have done I find that the Ancient Christians had rituals and magic and it thrills me to death to be learning what they have learned. I was worried about the effect this my have on my children, but because of the love and acceptance of my new friends in my meeting group, they are excited that I am excited about God again. I had a stroke and was depressed for a while, now they see me happy and looking forward to better things. I wanted to post a picture of a book called “Ancient Christian Magic”, and here it is a website you may be able to see it.http://books.google.com/books?id=h93iCQkR9WMC&printsec=frontcover&lr=&rview=1#v=onepage&q=&f=false I would love any types of comments, agreement or disagreement. I invite discussion and questions. So let’s go……… BeckySue
Christian Witches in 2009????
September 17, 2009 by beckysue1958
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I commend you for following where God is leading you and being open about it with your family. I am just getting to the point where I have realized that no one knows my walk better than myself, and God. Your article is inspiring to me and I’m sure it will be to others as well. Marie